yay!
i finally got my P's, so i can now drive alone... and this week's been crazy weather. guess what i forgot to do the other day?? turn my friggin lights off! so after a day at work i tried to start my car and... nothing... then.... "daaadd, can you come jump-start me?"
so i sat in the freezing car for 15 mins (thank the Lord my work is practically round the corner!) until Dad came to my rescue. apparetly i wasn't the first one he'd had to help. hehe.
yeah, so i can now go wherever i want, whenever i want. i can take diesel down to the Racecourse and run him (he's put on a bit of weight) aaanndd.. umm... well yea; freedom!
i just sent off a letter to one of my friends who is staying in ireland. i had to try 3 different enveolpes before i found one that could hold all the paper i had to reply to her SEVEN LETTERS!!! and then ofcourse add on MY stuff.

PRINTS:
all of my photos are available as prints. for more info regarding size/prices please feel free to email me (see below) or send me a note.



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love reading these, but never acctually done one! Just a little bit about me...

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[going in September!!] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.

Yes
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[without an audience!] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x with recipes] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly


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and now for my monthly update-

not much has happened lately, work is really boring; its slowed down heaps over the past few months and if it wasn't for me having been unrolled in a training contract thingy im pretty sure i would be fired already simply coz the debts are adding up! but the owner/manager is a family friend, so i have no fear in that department. we just have plenty of time to come up with new samples and designs, which is always fun fun fun

my photography has slowed down also the lead up to this weekend where me and diesel are going to be in the Animal Expo doing a Demo with our kennel club!! how exciting! he's so not ready for al the screaming kids waving ice cream around yet... but we're allowed leads and treats, so i think it'll be great fun! and a perfect trainging for when i finally start to trial with him; hopefully later on this year.

ive had a few ideas for some paintings, its just getting the funds together to pay for the canvases and paints; cant scab from school anymore!! *curse* well see, i may even recycle one of my used canvases coz i totally HATE whats on there now... rushed final piece from last year. one of my friends has a few of my larger pieces at his house at the moment, i really should get them back soon... hummmm

thats probably about it, im tired and wanna go to bed now [even though its like only 9pm]

nighty night... or mornin, wherever you are!

xoxo

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Hi all... just wanting to shed some light on
It's a very real issue that circulates the world, causing steriotypes and degrading some breeds. Go show them your support!!

If you're into scales, claws or limbless bodies then is the club for you! go and marval at all the wonderful art from this clubs members; don't forget to leave a comment... it only takes a few minutes!

Last, but not least is a fairly new club, which i am a member of, and which features some really great shots of wildlife... a must see for all you animal lovers!!

Moving on to other things...
my job is so time consuming that my art has lapsed... i'm not currently uploading older things lurking on my computer and am not really motivated to "be creative"
By becoming members of these clubs (below) i hope not only to broaden my skills, but to start integrating myself into the dA world! :yay:

Diesel's going great, i've been taking him down to the parklands everyday and running him on my bike... if that makes any sense!? he's so cute, i him heaps

Going to the Botanic Gardens with some of my school friends for a picnic on Sunday!! i love picnics and hopefully the weather will be nice.

that seems to be all for now...
happy Valentine's Day for all those heart throbs out there !!

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it's soo freekin hot here at the moment... like it has been 40C for at least a week; i can't take it much longer!!

the owner of the place where i ride.../used to now... died of cancer. she wasn't very nice, and always drunk [the instructor pretty much ran the place] but it's a bit of a shock. the family don't want to keep it as a riding school, but are left with a huge debt from the recently build indoor arena, so they're agisting it out to bring in some money. i feel bad saying this, but it's just inconvenient as i now have to find somewhere else, or someone else who i can ride with.

I've finally finished school now; got my diploma and a TER of 89ish [if that means anything out there??!] I'm able to get into the uni course i want next year (BS animal science), though I'll be deferring so that i can work and save up for a trip to England with my grandparents to visit family and do the touristy thing.

yea, as you can see I've gone on a photo taking spree... not normally my forte, but I'm incredibly pleased with the results and tremendous feed back received! thanks so much to all my watches and favourite'rs!!



ohh yea... MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR... not delayed at all

hope this year is "productive" - i loathe that word! - for everyone!!


XoX little filly melting down under XoX

ps. i may upload some of my poems soon... mmm lucky you !! haha



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